" I just want to be wonderful "

July 15, 2006

[No need to read this]

Note: This post is more for me, as a means of letting it all out, so feel free to ignore.

I'm just so tired of everything right now. I'm so tired of nothing good ever happening. It just seems like all the bullshit just keeps piling up. Some people get things so easily in life.

I just wonder what the hell am i supposed to do with my life? What's my purpose? Because had i been meant for something great it would have happened already. Instead i'm stuck here.

What's the point of me being here, of existing? Seriously.

Why can't we get a break? Why do good things only happen to other people?

I just want to leave this fucking place, but i have no means with which to do it.

I feel useless & meaningless.

I'm sorry for all the cryptic words. I just need to write what i'm feeling instead of the actual situation.

Hopefully i'll feel better again soon, and i can post something less stupid and depressing than this.

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